"But I am a virgin! I've been waiting till I was 18 to finally have sex. I'm legal now, and I'm ready to become a woman in every sense. My friends tell me if I want to have sex or get a boyfriend I need to stop wearing frilly socks and fullback cotton panties. Supposedly they make it obvious I'm a virgin. I didn't know that was a bad thing! They said I should try to be sexier and wear heels and thongs and sexy clothes. I tried it, and I noticed the difference."
And you didn't score on the date?
"Ugh, no! I wanted to have sex, but he was being too much of a gentleman! We started kissing, and I touched his crotch and felt that he was hard. I went to unzip it and he stopped me. He said he didn't want to move too fast. I couldn't believe it! I was practically begging him to fuck me. I don't even use curse words that much, and I said, 'C'mon, fuck me!' But I guess he didn't want to mess things up. But the way he acted turned me off so much that I never called him for a second date."
What's a perfect date to you?
"One that ends in sex! I've been talking to another guy on the phone and he seems like he's more of a dirty boy. I like that. I want him to bring out the dirty girl in me, and I think he will."
